i felt free

why do we always let the people who hurt us the most back into our lives?

i have made the same mistakes constantly, always reverting back to my old ways with certain people. maybe it's because i feel "safe" in those relationships. but that wouldn't make any sense at all, seeing as those people were the ones who broke my heart. i wish those people could see what they've done to me. as if they'd really care.

i'm tired of the meaningless little flings. i want something real, something to hold on to. if there's happiness in love for everyone, why can't i have mine?